October 2009
This night's a perfect shade of..Dark Blue
Pretty boring dayy.
school tomorrow, then the weekend, then more school…then another weekend. That sounds just so exciting..I really need new things to keep me occupied and excited with life. Like..
we should all just get fucked up and die. Or something along the lines of that.
I’m looking outside my window admiring the dark blue, the sky seems to be. It’s really pretty....
fuck my life.
Her face is red. Like, blood. Her eyes are wide. And she is broken. So fuck her.
She’s tired. She slams her fingers down on the keyboard. And she screams. She screams so hard she cries. She throws the heaviest thing she finds. And then she falls. She breaks down into hysterical crying. Shes mad. But she knows that when the anger subsides..all that’s left will be misery.
She wants to...
11:11
Wish…right now.
Just wish.
We Are Prevention.
September 6-12. Suicide Prevention Week.
Prevention is h o p e
One of the most powerful and devious things to walk the earth; Depression. Almost a million people Die, of suicide attempts yearly. In the last 45 years suicide rates increased by 60% worldwide, and is among the three leading causes of death in those aged from around 15-44 years. Suicide worldwide is estimated to represent 1.8% of...
“And you dropped the note and we changed key. You changed yourself and i changed...”
– Mayday Parade
So i think..
So i thought about it. And i’m starting to get ideas, to fill in that blank of mine. I’m still pretty bummed and depressed about going through each day. But it gets easier. And it’s better to know, that at least your working for something. That in the end, in some way..i’ll be rewarded. That life isn’t that bad..if you’re working for something way more...
