May 2011
Today is Fresh
You would always win, always win..
If i had a moment in right now. This time, this everything to be weak. I’d choose now. And i’d hold it, just in this place. I would try my hardest to just find the words to say everything i ever wanted to say. To say sorry, for the last time. For real. To look at your face one more time. And fall into it.
God, do i miss you.
Just say it again. And mean it.
And the record won’t stop skipping
And the lies just won’t stop...
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of “best friends”* We’re the kids who feel like dead ends And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses I took a shot and didn’t even come close At trust and love and hope And the poets are just kids who didn’t make it And never had it at all
Know my name. Fucking know it. It’ll be written across your face. Just...
– Today
Note to self.
If people are going to give you ultimatums for comfort,
stop believing that they are true
find your gut
stop
adapt or die
Wake me up, when may ends.
I’d rather not
Because it’s wrong.right.
But am i there?
Is it too late..
Have i no choice
Give me life
Love
a time
a new peace.
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Your warmth is still crashing down on me.
But i can't spell it out for you.
Us.
we’re not us.
Damaged and faint.
Gone?
Maybe.
Maybe Not.
It’s not always the same.
No it’s it never the same.
If you meet halfway?
slipping from your arms
xiaomaoqq:
im at a war with the world,
its difficult to stay away
as you breathe into me
and i’m left with nothing to say.
right here, right now
i say that i’d never back down
but as i find i’m awake and alive,
i find i’m doomed to drown.
what do i believe inside?
is it my time?
wake me up, wake me up…
so i can shake off the grime
and start again.
forever i will live for you.
i’m going through a psychotic mental break. and i need help.
Today,
I’m still waiting, may i add..
Patiently waiting.
For the day when i am happy with myself. That instead of just being images in my mind, mixed with fairy tales and romantic drama movies i will be who i want to be. And i will have a man, who will tell me how i am. I will be the girl that is more beautiful than anything. I will be seen as untouchable. Delicate, though strong. An impossible...
GUITARS.TATTOOS.CIGARETTES.CITYAIR.
how could you do that to me?
you owe me one night. one night to change everything.
Happiness.
It looks good on you.