July 2012
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I want to thank you for being a part of my...
I’ve developed a new fear. A destructive fear of not being close with anyone. I saw an old friend the other day, and it was nice, really freaking nice. But the atmosphere made me remember the relaxed closeness we once had. I’ve left my life at arms length. Sometimes you can talk to someone, but the setting is slightly awkward in person. You have silences, that you can identify as clear...
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It was the only woman you ever loved. That got burnt by the sun too often when she was young. And the cancer spread and it ran into her body and her blood. And there’s nothing you can do about it now.
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Buttrock Steve making out with this really chubby...
I never was able to finish that book when I first got it. Maybe because I was younger and I didn’t understand. I hadn’t been through life yet, and not that I’m saying I’m through with it now, but I was.. in my own way untouched. I’m glad though. That’s one of the greatest feelings. Rereading something when you’re so grown and learned and suddenly it means...
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“Down, but not out.”
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Delilah.
I was rereading through messages, which really isn’t the best of ideas of course. But it showed me once again, what I had. I was surrounded with people who loved and cared about me. Conversations that flowed, and made me smile. Things I fight to have today. I know, and i’ve known how I’d taken all I had for granted. And they are right about, “you never know what you have...
“I know the night is not the same as the day: that all things are different, that...”
